Ok..confuse..there so many things in my mind right now.... Why? Because of anak cik Nordin yg drive neo putih plat DBT...who is he? Dia la yg mama abahku inginkn utk dijadikan menantu....!!!!
But deep down in my heart...ade jgak rasa jatuh suka pd dia....since i saw him during our degree time...time tu he's already have gf and me---» single.... Now when mama n abah taw yg dia dah single..lagilah dorang suka....
Last nite..mama tanye lagi pasal dia...everytime ade masa..mesti kluar psl dia....since they know his status...serba salah dibuatnya...hanya mampu berdoa...
Rasa bersalah menyelubungi diri...trutama pd the guy dat im dating with rite now mr.W...how to tell him yg mama abah hanya nampak mr.A je...tiada jodoh kami kah...im afraid...if bkeras utk bsama mr.W but mama xsuka...kang jdi anak derhaka...tk berkat...
Argghh....stressssss.....pening nk pk....hanya mampu berdoa..semoga Tuhan tunjukkan jalan...
Till next post...XOXO
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